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whateverrr *flipnote studios your jungle*
#my art#I STARTED AND FINISHED AN ACTUAL DRAWING IN TIME FOR JUNGLE SUNDAY FOR ONCE EVERYBODY CLAP FOR ME#drawing with flipnote brushes will forever be one of my favorite art things ever#cannot recommend it enough to anyone dealing with art block it has saved me every time. for example like tonight LOLLL#i pray this will help me actually get on the art grind more. i have some WRETCHED jungle art ideas in mind and i NEED to put them to paper.#HEAR MY PLEA!!!#marikinonline4#mo4#marikin online 4#jungle takahashi#jungle sunday#<- I HAVE LIKE 5 MINUTES OF SUNDAY LEFT WHERE I LIVE SHHH
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#not art (yet!!!!)#preddy good kristen I got goin on in this piece#for some reason my brain isnt letting me do this one. been stalling on it for a good few days. but I intend to break thru it#I need to put this on paper at least once#(its space sweepers. I think it would be funny if the kids are in that universe too but theyre just like off to the side doing their own#thing pretty much unrelated to the main plot. theyre delivery people. theyre all still teens. they get up to shenanigans and then#one day they look up like huh the guy who founded eden fucking died?? when#kristen specifically I got a decent amount hashed out in my brain somehow. she's like an engineered messiah with a grafted engine#along her upper body skeleton that'd let her spontaneously rearrange objects on a molecular level#so she can theoretically knit wounds or cure diseases by thinking abt it very hard#sadly the engine of course takes enormous amount of energy to power. so most of the time in practice she just#has a half-metal skeleton that doesn't do anything. so she's buff as shit on the upper side and one of her punches can break your neck#but her mobility is limited and she sprains her ankles like every other week. her shins have broken like a few times#I genuinely love the way her shoes n braces look in this one its very fun#there are a lot of choices I made in this one that are so fun and also just like. a result of putting them in space sweepers#and thinking to myself here and there hey this would be cool if it harkens back to their canon designs#not riz tho other than being human he is fully exactly like how he looks in canon. hes just like that#hes the navigator and he charts their courses by hand with a school calculator#(also technically their legal counselor since he's sorta responsible for not putting them in traffic control's hands)#drawing this does make me realise a lot of these dynamics are really fun lol. idk if Im gonna ever do anything like proper for this but#at the very least if I draw this the idea will be out there)
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i had an idea. behold the little nightmares au wow so revolutionary and original
mono and six remind me of cass and greg so much hm i wonder why
#i am NOT drawing that stupid paper bag.#fnaf gregory#fnaf cassie#i love them so much i need to put them in my pocket and keep them safe#the best friends ever. ignore ruin.#ever since i played ruin ive been drawing cass&greg a lot ive noticed#theyre so dear to me but i am cooking beckory in the oven so no worries about that#wow i have been drawing and posting a lot i see hope thats a good thing#the hospital section w the patients was so difficult for me can anyone relate
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Some sad kinda fucked Ifrit thoughts because I woke up and they came
Cw; Substance Abuse, Sex as a coping mechanism, and just kinda general sads.
Nothing graphic said but still putting those ^
Ifrit
Big, Strong, oh so stupid Ifrit.
That's what was thought of him. A muscle head who fucked hard, partied hard, and got fucked up without a care.
An easy fuck and go without connections, without having to stick around after sorta thing
That isn't who he was though.
This was all learned behavior because it's what got him the attention he craved, any sense of being useful, cared about even if it was only because his body was useful
He loved and hated every single second of every single hookup, high, and any other thing that got him out of his head
If he wasn't happy he wasn't useful, if he didn't stay the persona they all knew he wouldn't be liked, if she showed just how broken inside he truly was he'd lose everything and everyone he had, no matter how superficial he needed the attention
It didn't matter if it was a vicious cycle of regrets, and horrible sleepless night, bad highs and.. thoughts he shouldn't have. Couldn't have
It was all he had now
His pack was broken.
His pack hated him after he left.
He never bothered to try and reconnect, why would he.
Aether, Mountain, and Dew stayed with the band, Zephyr never spoke to him, Mist was long gone to be with the lake.
He couldn't bother any of them with this.
With him.
He left the pack, he left the band, that was his choice. He left the only people who cared about him and for what? To go and be whatever he was now?
Yes.
Even when he knew he could possibly rekindle something he didn't. Shoved those feelings down and shoved more substance down his throat.
He didn't deserve it.
Didn't deserve to have that happiness.
That comfort.
Ifrit used to be the most caring, lovable golden retriever there was.
Always following someone's trail, loving on them, and doing every favor he could
His pack loved him
He loved his pack
Now a days he's nothing more then an old dog owned by a family long since grown.
One that's waiting for the first excuse to be put down despite all the love it has left to give.
He thinks it's what he deserves.
A life of misery, and pain without comfort.
He watches his old pack in longing, the only happiness coming from seeing how happy and healthy they are
He'd do anything for them even now
He's so happy to see them thrive and love each other
Even if it also breaks his heart.
#He doesnt know how Zeph looks on longing for his mate to come home to him.#He doesn't know how much Aether wants to reach out but doesn't know how that won't send Ifrit farther into the deep end#He doesn't know that after the transition Dew wanted nothing more then for the fire ghoul to help him. comfort him. teach him#Dews been too afraid to ever speak up to him. After a offhanded comment a very fucked up Ifrit made when he smelled the ghouls scent#He couldn't bring himself to thinking he was hated#He doesn't know that the teas and medicines he finds in his medicine cabinet that help a suspicious amount with the exact hangovers#and issues hes been having were Mountain sneeking them in for him. A silent way to care without upsetting him#He doesn't know that the occasional rocks and shells he finds were small trinkets from Mist#He doesn't know that hes still very very loved by his pack#---#cw substance use#tw substance abuse#These are juet some disjointed Ifrit thoughts#I kinda want to put the tags into the post itself but idk#Too late now#Ifrit has been on my mind so much lately#I think in my lore he does eventually get help and get back into the Pack#Aether and Ifrit are mated in my mind#but also Ifrit and Zeph are#idk it's a lot of thoughts I dont know if I could ever put onto paper#ifrit ghost#ifrit ghoul#dewfrit#aether ghoul#aether ghost#water dew#dewdrop ghost#dewdrop ghoul#dewdrop
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I Have Once Again Been Consumed By A Fic (Redstone and Skulk by @silverskye13
#redstone and skulk#the demon#tanguish#helsknight#evil beezuma#don't mind the repost tumblr just. wasn't showing the original post anywhere for me????#i'm worried it might've eaten it???; sO HERE WE GO TRYING AGAIN#the demon is only half done and honestly i drew all of him that i was really wanting to draw anyway so he's staying like that dklsghs#and that was his face and then just kinda like his build mOSTLY!!! BC!!!!#i found it interesting that as i was reading the bit he was in that i was imagining him like#Not Human At AllTM and went 'huh. i mean that's prolly not how he's supposed to be'#but thought it neat enough to put down to paper kinda what i was picturing :VVVV and what i was picturing was Big Dragon Demon#aLSo eb!!!! i've now seen like op's art of eb and have also realized how wack my brain's image of eb was#but i love things like that!!! where the reader's brain pictures differently!!!! so i drew eb too :VVVV#also i cannot resist A Creachure and my vision of eb definitely falls into that category for me#and so does tanguish!!!! the boy!!!! best boy!!! and then ofc i had to!! helsknight!!! he!!!!!#anyway i love them all sm they're just Really Hecking Neat To Me#(also ngl i think that tanguish running is like. one of my favorite poses i've drawn ever???)#(v happy with that i think it certainly is atl my favorite sketch on the page)
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Happy ff7 day everypony, my wife and I had a silly conversation abt the sephiroth Donbei ad & other soldiers doing sponsorships so these were born
#please forgive my v simplistic sketches these came to me in a vision and I had to put them on paper#Zack’s Snacks might be the best thing I’ve ever made regardless#don’t call the genesis apple juice piss ill cry#ff7#ff7 rebirth#crisis core#ff7 crisis core#zack fair#genesis rhapsodos#sephiroth#final fantasy 7#ff7 art
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do they look fuckable?
#they’re in his (dallas’) delusions or something. i can’t imagine them ever under penalty of death posing for a picture together. except just#now when i DID imagine it and put it on the paper#my art#tim shepard#sylvia the outsiders#the outsiders#twttin
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I need to shoutout the Chance player who shot his flintlock at me (Telamon) because I walked up behind him and scared him apparently
#roblox forsaken#forsaken roblox#homicidalporkchops#c00lkidd#shedletsky#telamon#builderman#yes...finally... a dedicated post i can put stuff from the art dump in...#which means i am reuploading art........... damn#see i can tag forsaken all i want but i wont lie those last few builderman drawings are for my interpretation on him#of which i will hide in the tags where noone will find them#he's a dad. to me. in my heart. this man is phoning his buddies at 1am to tell them about the sick building idea he had.#his garage? a disaster. this man is like every artist manifesting new ideas#except unlike us he can find the willpower to put them to paper#hes a mandisaster#he would NOT say fuck#hes married to his work your honor#hes so friendly and open and has smile lines#no one on record has seen him frown. ever#glass half full? Wrong. Glass IS full.#this mans enthusiasm is infectious#on another note i like to think telamon functions like an alter ego. he's the “”serious“” mode:tm:#like you thought normal shedletsky was kind of a cocky bastard. WRONG#the smile is gone but his skill has gone nowhere#waaahh im yappingg im yappingg IM STOPPING NOW
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Watched Skeleton Crew with dad tonight. 4 episodes.
Us: finish one
Me: you wanna do another?
Dad: ya
Us: finish another
Me: you want another?
Dad: hell ya
Us: finish another
Me: you want another? Only one more
Dad: 👁️👄👁️ ya but I ain’t watching anymore til at least two episodes are out
Me: *knows that means he’s an impatient bitch about it* kk
Us: all done
Me: I told you you’d like it
Dad: 😒 it’s alright
#lmao he adores it I can tell it gave him two new daughters okay#he adores girl kiddos he’s a girl dad through and through#he’s a less eager but very willing boydad too but lol he adored raising me and my sis#and you put two new kiddo girls in front of him?????#he’s already signed the adoption papers sorry#star wars#skeleton crew#btw that doesn’t mean he treated my brothers bad in any way#but that they were already in teens and he had already helped mom with them#by the time even sis was born so. like. 15 years difference#and yet. he still takes care of those 40 year olds if needed#which it IS needed because me and eldest are both very disabled#eldest lives alone but he talks with dad and sis a lot and has help#but I’m unlikely to be able to live on my own ever#so. but yeah he loves his kiddos so much lol
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A bit of rarepair-indulgence for myself (Khones my beloved), which I started shipping about a decade ago (holy shit) when Into Darkness first aired.
They've popped back up inside my head a few days ago and are currently invading my brain. :')
#Star Trek aos#Star Trek into darkness#Khones#McKhan#(is that even a ship name lol? idk)#Khan Noonien Singh#Leonard McCoy#Star Trek fanart#PummeArt#(when I first started shipping them I wasn't able to draw them due to lack of skills)#(this is the first picture I ever drew of them and it felt insanely rewarding)#(because I was able to put this onto digital paper which I haven't been able to do 10 years ago)#(i am not 100% satisfied but still happy about the outcome)#(I have to say tho Leonard's damn face-position killed me)#(I gave up and leave it like this now)#(this was so hard to draw)
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steadfast sailor, paper captain...
#em draws stuff#hornblower#william bush#horatio hornblower#first and foremost! sorry for melting bush's face off in this image#but for a bit more context this is because I had the idea that a hornblower story based in 'the steadfast tin soldier' would be interesting#so here we've got pewter-cast model bush and paper theatre guy hornblower (and things are not going well for them!)#this one was an interesting challenge since I wanted bush to look like the metal was sort of melting out from under his paint#and then hornblower's paper hasn't quite caught alight yet but is starting to char at the very edges of him and where he's touching bush#both of them are much more complex designs than I'd originally been planning for (bush has got ball-and-socket joints and all...)#(the original original plan was that I would learn pewter casting and make him Real. as you can see I did not do that.)#but hey I'm pleased with how they turned out in the end! this took me three sharpe episodes to draw :|#(eleven episodes in and I think it made me weird in the head so I think I will slow down for the time being! too much riflery!)#aaaaaanyway. I don't know if I'll ever write anything about this idea so I'm releasing it into the wild if anyone else likes it#part of this was. an excuse to put some sequins on hornblower yes. fellow should sparkle a little more often!
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where did you go to school and what did you study?
i went to nyu gallatin and concentrated in essentially literature and polysci/sociology but almost all of my classes were interdisciplinary seminars so i was out there taking shit like “philosophy of religion” and “domesticating the wild in children’s literature”…… literally greatest most stimulating four years of my life (academically) and i would pay a million dollars to have access to my course essays again. my concentration colloquium i ended up titling “loaded language: domination & dissent through the written word” and everytime i think about it im like woah i really tapped into something that i would only get more interested in and also goddamn i need to get an advanced degree and also yeah every stereotype about gallatin students is true lol
#writing this out was insufferable but i cannot imagine i more incredible or enriching path for undergrad and i will always always be so#outlandishly grateful for every single moment even if i can’t remember 75% of them and outside the classroom it was hell#would retake every course but two in a heartbeat#my post colonial feminism class with the scariest smartest woman i’ve ever met who put our asses through the RINGER……#i have literally NONE of my papers bc my email got deactivated and i have a breakdown about that once every eighteen months#like hundreds of pages just gone. oh also bc i spilled coffee on my laptop and didn’t have an external hard drive
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Head empty, only (half-finished) sketches of my The Last of Us x The Bad Batch AU.
(will I actually sit down and continue writing my fic about it past the prologue? Who knows!)
(Last two sketches were referenced from bases made by Mellon_Soup via their own Pinterest page)
#tbb omega#tbb hunter#tbb#tbb fanart#tbb au#the last of us#the last of us au#tlou#crossover#fanart#star wars fanart#self taught artist#dad and daughter#doodles#sketchbook#sketch#baby you're my ANGELLL#I want to pat them both on the head and give them a cookie#I've already destroyed my own heart with this au and my plans for it#(if I ever put my thoughts on paper that is)
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Ohhhh i now remember why i got shy about talking abt ocs
24/7 fear that someone will tell me my ideas are cliche/stupid/bad in some other and it will hurt more bc these are my own creations and not just fun and play
#kurjatxt#i was trying 2 explain some stuff and i was immediately like#:/ does this feel like some kinf of weird hype for ancient mysticism and does that go into promoting the current day false ideas plaguing#people that make them drink unpasturized milk :/#is this too based on my view on magic from my enviroment bc it is based on my personal experience on seeking safety in#nostalgia and playing w the idea of balancing what you get from the past and integrating it into the future vs. just being stuck in the#past vs. the danger of completely rejecting the past told through the lense of smth i loved as a child: fantasy/magic/fairytales :/#and could be alienating and immature and demeaningly simple to other people who grew up in an enviroment already more inclined to#this kind of balance :/#or is me thinking about this demeaning to people bc i should be able to trust them to see what i make as silly ramblings by some random#tumble user just exploring their own experiences through story instead of trying to make some large sweeping statements about#the world and its reality :/#or is it bad of me to be careless about bc of COURSE i should put the upmost care into what i put out into the world and make sure that#everything i make is inclusive and as accessible to as many different types of people to relate to :/#or is that dumb is that limiting to art and am i giving a bad example and furthering the idea of people#havibg to make everything as palatable to everyone as possible JUST in case that nobody gets even slightly hurt or annoyed :/#man being a creator is hard OOPS that is also an evil thing to say being a creator is the luckiest thing you can ever be and ur just beinh#a whiny bitchbaby :/#<-#all that just. a small portion of the overthinking#and yk what it started from?#thr statement '<#in this world magic can be kind of more compared to how modern science is approached'#THAT SENTENC3#I AM SO STRESSED ABOUT#WhY IS MY BRAIN LIKE THIS!!!! I DONT KNOW!!!#sorry this is prolly the longest tags ive ever put on a post sorry to whoever opened the see more for this#its just. i think tj3 first tim3 ive been able.to expresw the circles my brain does and its kind of therapeutic#maybe i should start writing these circles down more often so i could see how dumb they rly are on paper#instead.of fretting inside my heae
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I have about 3.5 different thoughts on how my Marvel OC calls her bio father "dad" for the first time, and they range from "This would be fun to write! :)" to "This would be fun to write! >:)"
#I have written them in my mind and they drive me insane#but will I ever put them on paper/post them?#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#dove writes#oc chiara st claire
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Since you're watching all of Nic Cage's movies, what's your top 5 so far?
Okay I had to split this into my top 5 favorite movies that I think cover Cage's range the best, and then another 5 that I had a blast with but couldn't quite make the cut
If you only ever watch five Nic Cage movies, watch these:
Birdy (1984) dir. Alan Parker
Wild at Heart (1990) dir. David Lynch
Sonny (2002) dir. Nicolas Cage
Adaptation (2002) dir. Spike Jonze
Bad Lieutenant: Port of Call- New Orleans (2009) dir. Werner Herzog
These are also great (partly for personal reasons):
National Treasure (2004) dir. Jon Turteltaub
Raising Arizona (1987) dir. the Coen Brothers
Vampire's Kiss (1988) dir. Robert Bierman
Con-Air (1997) dir. Simon West & Face/Off (1997) dir. John Woo
Drive Angry (2011) dir. Patric Lussier
#thanks for asking!#nicolas cage#nic cage#con air and face/off are the same bc I've only ever watched them together in a double feature so they're blended in my brain#I'm happy to chat more about any of these#but i don't want to put a whole ten page paper on everybody's dash right now lol
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